When it comes to boys I have a lot of different emotions that flood to my brain. I think the very first one is simply annoyance. They annoy me so very much! Honestly, you should probably have some sympathy for the boys. Most of this is probably my ever so strange mind, not them. So I guess I'm sorry. Here's an example, text message style.
Me: So what's up?
Boy: Oh, not much, just working out. It feels good when I have my shirt off, it's so hot outside!
Me: Cool.
Okay. This kinda sorta actually happened to an extent. Did that make sense? Whatever. You've probably already figured out what the problem is and why I would be SO annoyed. 1. You're probably lying right through your teeth, trying to sound all cool about working out. 2. Why was the shirt part even mentioned? Now you're simply embarrassing yourself. See, he wants you to respond all flirty and what not. You could imagine something a normal teenage girl would say. How flipping annoying, just the whole situation!
The next emotion that comes to my mind is naseua. Is naseua an emotion? I don't think so, but let's just pretend. The whole thought that I have to find this guy that will actually be able to relate to me and my mind makes me very queasy. I'm a pretty different person, in a good way. (at least, that's what I tell myself) I just find it hard to find someone that'll be able to handle me, I guess! I know, I'll probably find someone it just doesn't seem so hopeful at this point.
The next emotion is the desire for someone to like/love/want me. I've never really had someone like that, truly. Now I'm going to keep telling myself that I'm simply too young to have a relationship like the one I want. A real one. Not some teenage lovey-dovey fake relationship. I guess you could simply say I want love, not like! Haha. I know that you do not wanna read this so I'm gonna stop now. (:
Boys, I'm not meaning to bash you, really I'm not! I'm so sorry if it came across that way, honestly. I know that not all boys are like the one I described above, that's just a bad one. Haha. I know that you probably didn't really want to read this post, but I wanted to let my feelings come out just a little. Oh and we're just scratchin' the surface here. There's much more!
Just Trust Me..
You are too funny. Without saying it, because I know that it is totally cliche and likely to make you roll your eyes...I truly agree with what you say in the third sentence of the sixth paragraph. Go on, I'll wait...
ReplyDeleteBut the truth is, it's really the BOYS that are too young. You'll just have to wait for them to grow up! And it might be a LONG time, let me tell ya. :)