It's the Circle of Shows

This. Was a good show.

I loved it with all of my heart. I loved the cast, I loved my part, I loved rehearsal, I loved the costumes. It was just generally amazing. I'll never forget it. When shows metaphorically "die", they take part of you with them. It may sound silly, but it becomes such a giant part of your life that it's almost impossible not to have that happen.

In the interim, I will now have a life. And enjoy Christmas.

What I've been up to

I've been spending all my time with these crazy kids.

Much Ado About Nothing opens tonight! I'm very ecstatic. Please come if you live in the area! It's at the Broken Arrow Performing Arts Center at 7:30. Tickets are $10.

Now that all the commercials are over, let's chat! I'm very excited about the next few days! Hunter's family has graciously invited me to go to Texas with them for Thanksgiving! I think it'll be really fun. I've heard talks of hog hunting, which makes me a little bit nervous, but I think I'll survive. Hopefully. More to come soon!

Things that I wish.

I wish I could look at nature all the time.

I wish I could inspire people to better themselves.

I wish I could see my sister all the time.

I wish I could watch TV a little bit.

I wish I could post regularly.

I wish I could cuddle with Hunter forever.

I wish I could sleep like normal people.

 I wish I could be confident in myself all the time.

I wish I didn't ever disappoint people.

I wish I could be ridiculous with Madison more often.

I wish I was Rachel McAdams. (oh, um oops)

I wish I could eat forever and never get fat.

I wish unicorns were real.

I wish we would never take precious moments for granted.

Parentheses

I've recently noticed that I have very noticeable "parentheses" when I smile. There is also a leftover print of where they would be when I'm not smiling. I grew to dislike these features, but recently I have found out what they really are. They're a sign of my happiness. A sign that I've been smiling during the course of a long day, and laughing, and loving. These are good things, beautiful things. In order to love people, you must love yourself first. So it's a start. Don't forget to love yourself, because you really are beautiful.